Hi guys, Merry Christmas!

I am going to be honest here, I am struggling with what to write this morning.  I had this whole plan of writing a normal happy holiday post because as of two days ago that's how I felt.  And then the night before Christmas Eve was a hard one.  I found out some news about a family member that hit me like a train wreck.  

You know when something happens that you think could never possibly happen in your life?  It only happens to other people and in movies, never to you.  Well one of those things is happening currently in my family...

...is this real life?